Lackadaisical Attempts.

I've been giving you what you need and I've been putting up with your shit. I can't tell my problems to anyone. I can't tell you because you seem to be too preoccupied with much important things. Maybe you don't know the feeling because I was always there for you. 

Fishtails

So, this is the promised post! I still have to tell my sister to send some of the remaining pictures to me because this isn't even the half of it! Fishtail braids are awesome! Xx

you can still see my red streaks </3

Untitled

the last piece i have of you

It's a really good drawing, isn't it? You don't know exactly what feelings it symbolizes and I don't, too. It was by my very good friend, Brian. He drew it in the back of my notebook while we were playing truth or dare at their house. He doesn't know who she is, he just created a face in his head. He's a really good artist, don't you think? :)

They say what a person does says so much about himself. Does this mean that 

Checkered Chumps

I've always liked hand-me-downs because they have this irreplaceable value. You have the urge to take care of it once it's in your hands no matter how old the thing is. You also value very much the person who gave it to you because it gives you the idea that at least in a few seconds, that person thought of you.

Once, when we were taking out old clothes, my step dad saved an over-sized checkered shirt for me. He only used it a few times when he was younger. Too bad he didn't get to save the Wayfarer that looked so awesome with it.

so this is it

I usually pair this with my black pedal pushers. My blackies can be raised up to your stomach which creates a very artistic look. The outfit best goes with Toms/Chucks/Keds or ordinary sneakers :)

my flickr icon lol

Next time, I will post my whole outfit. I can't seem to find my blackies! :o they were also a hand-me-down from my grandmother who used to like dressing up when she was my age. :)Xx

I suddenly remembered you.

This was the time when I tried to fight back tears. You were almost completely torn out from my life and I didn't know what to do. Everything was too soon and too hard to accept at this time. Life was only starting for you. You were only just beginning to get away and be free from all those chains which were holding you back for a very long time. Remember that I don't read in masses as much as I did before? I did read for you. I miss you, J. It's been almost a hundred days and I still talk to you in my dreams. Tell Naynay I miss her. Keep looking after us. I miss you. x

Back to Basics.

It all started last Christmas 2011. My very good friend, Renzo, decided to give me a camera. And then shit began to happen and I didn't know that photo processing is even more expensive and it'll take two-three weeks + processing fee. WHAT THE FUDGE. 

my hometown friend, Yosh, gave me two Kodak films when I last visited Pampanga! Such a sweet boy :)

this is not the result haha! this is just an experiment! :)

three of the five films I've consumed during the summer vacation

Hair Porn

During the past summer, I've been really obsessed with my long hair. I've never had hair this long since I was in elementary so I decided to share a few pictures with you. Sorry, the following have been banned on facebook (lol not really haha)

I had a full version of this on my sister but she got pissed (i don't remember why haha) this is the first attempt ever and we both liked the finished product. :)

lol a crazy fishtail

since I can't do the french braid, here's my french twist.


There are a lot of pictures like these on my sister's laptop but she's away for school and I don't know if she deleted them! Hopefully not! Stay tuuuuuned :)